many things pissed me off today. starting from the moment i woke up this morning (or afternoon, you choose) and realized that it was already 11am and i had to be in school at 11 30 am and i didn't even have the chance to play audition.
then i arrived at school around 12pm.
we practiced and they made us sing on the stage like 19387129836x before we were dismissed at 2 30. well, nothing was wrong with that, of course. except for the fact that they dismissed us at 2 30 when, clearly, yesterday they said the practice would be from 11 30 to 1 30. hello, whoever-the-fuck-told-me-it-was-until-one-thirthy? didn't you mean it was until 2 30? jfc and who told you to rehearse us properly just two days before the event! couldn't you see we were not prepared at all? who told us to go to school only for an hour doing exactly NOTHING (nothing, because even my friends who are not present in those early days of practices can catch up with us)?! my house is that far from school and i thought the practice would be like, i don't know, so big or something. instead, we were there to practice for the singing. only. we can do that at home, thank you very much.

and then when i went home, turned on my brother's laptop because i want to play audition, the internet just died and it didn't work.
i decided to sleep then, when i woke up, i went to the kitchen to found my dad cooking instant noodle. my. fucking. ramyeon. my dad was cooking my ramyeon. my instant ramyeon. gdi that was my expensive instant noodle, dad. mom bought it FOR ME and when you cooked it you didn't ask me if i wanted some and instead ate it with my brother? i'm saving it since it was the last one!! fuck this.

then i turned on my computer. i was waiting for this goddamn thing to start up for about an hour when my dad decided to say, "you're so pathetic you know. why do you have to wait for a broken computer to start up?"
yeah, you know what, dad? if i didn't wait for this shit to start up, how should i play the internet? from my phone? would you buy me the credits if ever i would run out of it?

seriously, fuck this day.

and some stupid be..liebers? or whatever the fuck they call themselves (and proclaimed themselves, what kind of be-whateveritis trended a topic of slapping selena?) embarrassed me for living in this country. no, really, i'm serious. why the fuck would they trend something like "TABOK SELENA" or "DICIUM BRUNO"?! that's stupid.

i'm doing a friend-cut on my facebook now. time to clean all the shit on my facebook yay \o/ this thing actually brightens my mood. a bit.

Label: fml, today is not the shit